Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Bookworm Wednesday: East by Edith Pattou


 
Photo Copyright to Edith Pattou


"East"is a re-telling of the Norwegian folktale East of the Sun and West of the Moon, superbly written by Edith Pattou.

I have read East of the Sun and West of the Moon as a little girl and it has imprinted on me. It still is one my beloved fairy tales, especially as the protagonist was a girl who rescued her prince which is quite unlike the usual set-up. Since watching "Frozen", I have been on the lookout for such strong female protagonists.  When I came across a post on my Facebook newsfeed about female-led fairy tales, I commented that I want to see "East of the Sun and West of the Moon" onscreen. Another user replied that there is a book adapted from that tale and is entitled "East". And so the search for a free downloadable copy ensued. I found none, but a further search brought me to the Amazon Kindle Store, where a $7.99 copy is found. I weighed my options, and wham! I bought the book!

So, "East" is essentially the East of the Sun and West of the Moon tale. The large, starving family forced to allow their lovely daughter to go with a white bear in exchange of better fortunes; girl discovers that the bear was a prince cursed to walk his days as a bear and nights as a man; she goes after to rescue him from the clutches of a troll princess and rides on the back of winds to "East of the sun and West of the moon", blah, blah, blah. However, and this is a HUGE however, "East" is a very insightful and, as a fairy tale connoisseur, very satisfying read.

Edith Pattou's version is a tale of  family, love, and self-acceptance. She seamlessly melds myth and reality, with comparisons to Cupid & Psyche, Beauty & the Beast, and the Snow Queen. Each chapter is written from the points of view of different characters: Rose, the Bear, Rose's brother Neddy, father, mother, and the Troll Queen. Each narration is unique and gives the reader insight as to that character's thoughts, feelings, and motivations. It paints a picture of a loving father, a superstitious mother who is afraid to lose a daughter yet again, a protective older brother, a man struggling to overcome the appetites of a bear, and a spoiled, impulsive princess who will do and endure anything to get what she wants. Told this way, it challenges the readers to piece together the whole story.

Pattou imbued her story with magic and superstition, history and local flavor. Beliefs in birth-direction, haunted woods, Norse gods, Innuit spirits, and trolls. She fashioned the bear-prince after a real French prince of the Valois line who died in childhood. The author juxtaposed reality with fantasy in a credible way, assigning the unexplored parts of the North Pole as the bridge to the troll kingdom, Huldre. Instead of riding in the back of the East, West, South, and North winds as told in the original tale, Rose rode a carriage, a Viking ship, and an Innuit vessel to get to "East of the Sun and West of the Moon". In the place of the three old women who helped the protagonist along the way, we saw Sofi and Estelle, a mother-daughter duo who looked after the starving and sick Rose as she emerged from the haunted forest; Thor, the alcoholic captain of the old Viking ship that brought her to the North Pole; and Malmo, the Innuit shaman who was Rose's guide across the harsh Northern terrain. She traded their services not with golden apples as in the tale, but with gowns that she wove: gowns of silver, gold, and moon-shine. Rose was not one who took opportunities, she made them.

The characters are three-dimensional, complete with their quirks and flaws. Rose's mother, Eugenia, is as superstitious as they come. She believes in birth-direction, something she learned at her mother's knee. Eugenia named her children in the direction that they were born. She obsessed not to have a North-born child since a fortune-teller told her that she will lose that child to a cold and terrible death, "suffocating under ice and snow". Alas, she gave birth to her last child, the child to replace a daughter that died, prematurely and had no time to orientate herself to the right direction. She gave birth facing North, a true North (meaning not Northeast or Northwest). She hid this from everyone except her husband, telling them that she faced East and called her Ebba Rose. She tried to mold Rose into what an East child is: practical, quiet, and obedient. But Rose was a true North child and it showed. She walked at five months, nearly drowned multiple times before she was two, fell, shed blood, and EXPLORED. Rose's father was an exceptional map-maker who was forced to become a farmer due to dwindling fortunes. He struggled to keep his family afloat, until they could do no more. Take note that the family was not always poor and their wealth have been steadily declining until they were reduced to penury that winter that the bear took Rose away. In his heart, he could not reconcile the fact that he had to give one daughter away in exchange for the health of another and their general good fortune. His fatherly pride cause a rift between him and Rose and in his marriage. Neddy, Rose's older brother and protector, is selfless in his love yet is helpless to stop her from being true to her true North character. He watches as she stubbornly went with the white bear despite common sense and their father's objection. He put his life on hold, just to make sure that Rose knew where to find them should she come back.

It is also interesting to note that Rose and the bear had known each other for a long time. It/ He saved Rose from drowning when she was two, and have been observing her through the years. Rose on the other hand, was weirdly drawn to the bear. She fantasized that she would travel the world astride a snow white bear. So it was no surprise that when the bear came knocking, Rose was more than eager to go with him. Also, the struggle for the bear to hold on to the remnants of his human memories and feelings were very real. His chapters were told in sensory-centered poetry, incomplete trains of thought and HOPE.

Pattou's character development was excellent. Rose started as a willful child, mindless of the worry she causes as she is bent on exploring the world and reaching the limits of her human body. As she journeys on, we see how she tried, and eventually mastered, reining in her impulses and careless retorts as she endured back-breaking labor aboard a Viking ship and pushed on despite life-threatening winter storms in the North. In stark comparison is the Troll Queen, who despite one and half centuries of waiting for her prince, maintained her willful, impulsive ways. This failure to curb her passions and appetite eventually led to her (and her people's) fall. We can also observe realistic family dynamics: overprotective parents, how a rift affects a marriage, the love in a family. Even the Troll Queen has some redeeming characteristics. She may be greedy, impulsive, and full of wiles but she is in love. She waited a century and a half for the curse to lift, she accepted her punishment, and patiently groomed the prince to love her.

As a woman, I was happy to see the author challenge today's standards of beauty. Rose, who was described to be short, of compact built, and dark-haired was different from the rest of her blonde, blue-eyed and long-limbed siblings and parents. She aspired to be like them and was conscious of how different she looked. However, the very things that set her apart were what made her survive the icy cold of the North. Beauty is not merely for the eyes. There is beauty in utility and survival. What use is a long, lanky body and light-hued eyes if you are more likely to freeze to death and be rendered blind by the stark whiteness of snow? You tell me that.

There are also tidbits of insight that we can learn to curb our massive consumerist culture, and to appreciate hard work and the ordinariness of life. I will let you discover that yourselves.

"East" is an exceptional re-telling of the Norwegian East of the Sun and West of the Moon and it has exceeded my expectations. I am left feeling satisfied with some thoughts to mull over after.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Make-up review: Essence Eyebrow Powder


I ordered some make up items off of Priceline last week and I picked the package up this morning. Since my eyebrow pencil was on its last leg, I decided to try an eyebrow powder. As opposed to a harsh and drawn-on look that pencils usually provide, powders give a softer, more natural look. 

I chose Essence Eyebrow Stylist Set which, at AU $4.50, is one of the cheaper ones. According to one customer review, the powder is heavily pigmented. That was one of the selling points for me because who wants to buy a light eyebrow powder? 

Here is a picture of the actual product: 





It comes in two colors: a dark chocolate shade and a lighter, camel color. I think the lighter one is for blondes, or you can apply it just beneath the eyebrow as a highlighter. The dark shade is densely pigmented and I am very pleased that it looks very natural. It comes with a tiny brush, which although is compact, but does not make for good application. I think a longer and stiffer eyebrow brush will make application easier.



Before: sparse eyebrows


 After: Darker and seemingly thicker eyebrows

A side by side comparison: Left has  eyebrow powder, right does not

Verdict: Since this is my first time to try eyebrow powder, I must say that I am pleased. I do not have a very steady hand for eyebrow pens and pencils, which I am afraid will look obviously draw-on and will make me look older. The powder gives me an all-natural fuller brow. I am very pleased with how densely pigmented the powder is, which means that a little goes a long way. For someone on a shoe string budget, it means that I can wear it for a long time. :)

Next week, watch out for my review on L'Oreal Paris Nude Magique CC Cream.

Cheers!












Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Thrifting Finds

As someone who is unemployed and on a tight budget, I have to find sustainable ways to live. One of these are thru thrifting. Here in Australia though, thrifted things are relatively new and some are even unused (they have a crazy consumer culture!). I even find really beautiful and unique stuff, like vintage home accessories, jewelries, and shoes. Clothes even. I have discovered two really great thrifting shops: Vinnie's and Smith Family. They are both charity shops (see here and here), so I feel that the money I spent goes to good causes.

When I came to Australia, I decided to spend on a need-only basis (as in for fares and food when I'm really, really, really hungry and I don't have any on hand). However, as Spring came and the temperature began rising, I found that the sweaters and pants I brought were too warm. I decided it's time to shop for some summer clothes. And where else would I go but to my staple charity shops?

Here are the stuff I scored at Vinnie's:

 Boho sandals ($3)

 Nautical platform peep-toes ($6)

 Sheer yellow tee ($3)

 V-neck navy tee ($6)

 Tie-dyed and distressed denim cut-offs ($4)

 Denim shorts ($5)

 Black & white tunic ($8)

 Floral stretch summer dress ($6)

Bohemian summer frock ($8)

And they gave me a faux lei for free! I later found out that Australian ladies wear faux leis when they go to the beach, so the freebie will have it's day in the sun. 

Here are my acquisitions at Smith Family's: 

 Studded ombre cut-offs ($6)

 Striped nautical shorts ($7)

 Non-underwire bra ($2)--- comfiest bra ever!

 Pink tee with side-pocket ($4)

 Tank top ($8)

 faux turquoise ring ($1)
Lacy bra ($5.50)

All in all, I was thoroughly satisfied with my shopping. I may have spent a little more than $100 but I got a lot of stuff. I don't think I'll go shopping for clothes again for the summer. 

Monday, October 13, 2014

The Big 3-0

This year, I've missed some pretty big milestones. My sister's wedding. My daughter's second birthday. My son's first day of school. Today, I'm celebrating my 30th birthday in Australia, away from my family. I feel sad, but at the same time grateful for all the effort my family and friends here have put into making me feel special.

Last Saturday, I went on a picnic with my college friends in Coogee Beach. Probably because they've been in my situation before, they did not make me spend for anything except my train and bus fares. I spent the day with Jackie and her husband Alexis, and their daughter Lexie; Chloe Ann and her fiance Mico; Lenfree; Joaquin; and a couple of new friends, Keith and Chris. We grilled and talked and laughed and went "babe watching". I wore a swimsuit for the first time in more than 3 years.  I sunbathed for a good 20 minutes and read under the shade of a tree.

 Coogee Beach

 Australians sure know how to spend their weekends!
 Grilling our lunch
 My friends: (L-R) Mico, Lenfree, Alexis, Chloe Ann, Keith 

As we were preparing to leave, Jackie greeted me in advance and revealed that the picnic was actually an advance celebration for my birthday, since they would all be working on the day itself. I was so touched.... and speechless. I think I gushed and blubbed something, I forget.

We later went to Bondi Beach to get some Ben & Jerry's ice cream. Joaquin treated me to this:


It was soooo delicious and rich! Unfortunately, I seem to have developed an intolerance to dairy and proceeded to puke. It was so embarrassing. We were laughing and having a grand time one moment, and I was puking into Joauquin's cup the next. I felt so bad that I had to end the night that way.


The next day, I wanted to go to the mall to buy myself little somethings. I told my cousin that I'm going out, blah, blah, blah. Later, I decided to order online because the branch I'm going to doesn't have the CC cream I want and the makeup brush I wanted was of of stock. I decided that I wouldn't go to all the trouble of dressing up and paying for my train fare for a $4 eyebrow kit. Instead, I ordered everything online. When my cousin and her family got back, she surprised me with a powder compact from The Face Shop (a quality Korean cosmetics brand) and a big bar of Kitkat Cookies and Cream chocolate.

I did not expect anything at all! We had pizza for dinner to celebrate my birthday. :)

Today, on the day itself, I went to mass. I always like to start my day with prayer, it gives me clarity and purpose. I gave thanks to God for giving me this beautiful life. Earlier, I was awakened by a call from my parents and sister. In times like these, I am so grateful for their love and support. They told me they will have spaghetti and fried chicken with my kids later.

At 20, I was itching to be free of my family and get married to the love of my life. The possibilities were endless, career-wise. We had plans of emigrating to the US and get married there. Now, 10 years on, I am re-starting my nursing career. I am married almost 5 years, with two adorable children. My husband adores me and our marriage is strong. I have had the honor of raising my children and being there for them full-time for 2 years. I have mended bridges with my parents and siblings. I may not have as many friends as before, but the friends I have now are true. I consider those my successes.

Having been given this opportunity to start a life in Australia is something that I am very grateful to God for. My parents funded everything, with some pocket money from Jeno's aunt. My children are well-looked after. I have been given the chance to live as a single lady for the past 6 months: no worrying about my babies and husband, no stressing about budget, etc. This is the part that I skipped in my 20s that I have now been given.

I don't mind missing my husband's birthday or our 5th wedding anniversary, if only I get sponsored by an employer for a working visa. I'm sure it will be worth it. We will have more years (and money) to celebrate them.

My 20s have been turbulent. May my 30s be more focused, prosperous, and serene. :)

xoxo

Saturday, September 21, 2013

My Shampoo Alternative: Baking Soda


I've been using shampoo religiously for years and years. Then, three months ago, I heard of "No 'Poo Revolution", where you stop using shampoo and look for a more organic and all-natural way to care for your locks. My first reaction was "Eww!! Gross!". I have been raised to shampoo my hair as part of my daily bath routine. On days when I don't wash my hair, I'd literally feel sick. So imagine how I felt after I was forbidden to take a full bath for 10 days after I gave birth!!

Anyhoo, as I read through the "No 'Poo" article, I was slowly converted to their side. Foregoing daily shampoo actually made a lot of sense. For one, commercial shampoo contains a lot of chemicals. And I mean a LOT!! Among these hard-to-pronounce chemicals are Sodium Laureth Sulfate (probably carcinogenic), Methylchloroisothiazolinone (a preservative, and is restricted in some countries), Ammonium Chloride (an eye irritant), Propylene Glycol (a skin irritant), and a host of articial fragrances. With daily use, these chemicals pile up on your hair and can even affect your health in minute ways.

Second, shampoos are expensive. Well, the ones that I like are, anyway. ^___^ By banishing shampoo from my grocery list, I could save by the thousands in a year.

People approach the "No 'Poo Revolution" in varying ways. Some totally stop using shampoo; others use an alternative, like baking soda and apple cider vinegar. Others only wash their hair once a week with commercial shampoo or baking soda & apple cider vinegar.

This is the approach I chose to take: I use baking soda on my hair every other day. I hold out til the last possible moment to use commercial shampoo. I went for 3 months with just the baking soda but I noticed that my hair tend to build up on oil. By the third month, my hair was healthy but heavy with oil. I know that this is supposed to happen,and the scalp will eventually adjust the production of sebum as need by the hair. This can take up to 6 months. Unfortunately for me, I am not a patient person. Thus, I give in to commercial shampoo occasionally.

Here is my baking soda shampoo recipe:

1 tbsp of baking soda
8 oz of warm water
1 bottle

Instructions:

1. Mix the baking soda with water. Stir and let cool to room temperature.
2. Pour into the bottle.

Viola! Baking soda shampoo

No brainer right? And this probably costs less than P10! Granted that this could only last you 3 or 4 days.

Caution: The solution may sting when it comes in contact with eyes.

If you find that the baking soda dries out your hair, you can forego its daily use and wash your hair with it only every other day. You can also decrease the amount of baking soda you put in.

Let me know how you did by posting your comments below.

**Update: One of my Facebook friends, Sheila, shared her 'no poo' experience:

"I loved 'no poo' especially the effects it had on my hair & budget! 

I was already on the EVERY 4 days of using baking soda & vinegar (as my conditioner). Well, I have naturally wavy fine strands that lack luster but with 'no poo' my strands felt th
icker, my natural waves started to have body & shine, which my mom, sisters & hubby noticed. The start wasn't easy especially on the oily phase that lasted 3-4 weeks plus my brother made fun saying that I was into voodoo. But mamang, sisters & hubby were very supportive. Also, I was able to convince my mom & youngest sister to try & they loved the results.

Aside from the mentioned improvements the idea of not having all those chemicals (from shampoo & conditioner) in my system plus the "cheapness" of BS & vinegar were major major major bonuses! Since I was on the every 4 days of using BS & vinegar phase already I had extra minutes to snooze comfortably every morning. Yes, the idea of not having to wash my hair everyday was gross at first but then after the "oily phase" all else became hassle & tangle free.

However, I decided to stop to observe 'cause I started to experience hairfall after 3 months of 'no poo-ing.' Anyhow, the hairfall was NOT related to 'no poo' but to a medical condition. Thanks God I'm now completely healed. But then again I might give 'no poo' another shot soon. Very soon. 



Monday, September 9, 2013

Overnight Hair Mask with Oil of Argan

Most of you probably don't know this, but I've quit using shampoo two months ago. I figured that with less chemical build-up in my hair, I'll have healthier and hopefully, thicker hair. In lieu of shampoo, I've been using this baking soda and water mixture to wash my hair. I will discuss my experience with 'No Shampoo' in a separate post. Anyway, for today, I'll tell you all about my experience with Argan oil as an effective hair conditioner and treatment.

See, when my  hair adjusted to my 'no shampoo' routine and went past the oily phase, I saw how healthy it became. I'd go 2-3 days without washing my hair. I know. I can hear y'all say "Ewwww!!". But really, daily washing strips the hair of its natural oils. The myth of daily washing is just being perpetuated by shampoo companies for obvious reasons. And it has worked! But on to my narrative.... After 5 days of not washing my hair, it became heavy with oily build-up. I decided to try out Argan oil as an overnight treatment. So, this was how my hair looked like:




Just to clarify, Argan Oil is not a hair straightener. My hair is naturally straight. Aside from the hair cellophane and coloring treatment that I had done more than a month ago, I do not do anything to it. It is therefore perfect for an experiment with Argan oil.

Argan Oil is a natural and organic skin, hair, and nail nourishing agent. It is astoundingly rich in Vitamin E and has revitalizing, sun-protecting, hydrating, age-defying, and moisturizing properties. The brand I used is Oil of Argan, a Philippine brand (learn more here). It is 100% pure Moroccan Argan oil, unadulterated with other oils and perfumes. In my previous use of this oil on my face, I haven't had any allergic nor adverse reactions to it. Therefore, I had no qualms on trying it out on my hair.

What I did was that I applied a good amount of Argan from the roots to the tips of my hair. This was on Sunday night. I did not bother to wrap it or cover it. Come Monday morning, I rinsed my hair with commercial shampoo. I let it air dry and viola! Smooth and tangle-free hair! Almost like a salon blowdry.
Here are some photos:






Argan oil is extremely effective for re-hydrating dry hair, split ends, and treated hair. Although I had neither dry hair nor split ends, I want to get rid of the build-up of oil on my hair. There are just two steps to this process:

1. Apply Argan oil to hair and allow it to be absorbed overnight.
2. Rinse with tap water. Or if you prefer, rinse it with warm then cold water. You may choose to rinse out your hair with shampoo to remove excess oil. Any shampoo you prefer will do.

Argan oil is a cheap and all-natural solution for your hair health needs. Oil of Argan (the brand) may not come cheap at P600 per bottle, but think about the hot oil treatment sessions, cellophane, and other similar treatments you can skip. You can do it on your own and it's easy-peasy!

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Monday, September 2, 2013

My first chocolate chip cookie attempt


After weeks of researching the best chocolate chip cookie recipes and months of  scraping together the ingredients, I finally got the nerve to bake these goodies.

I found the perfect recipe here and took a screen shot of it. I don't like writing down recipes only to lose them one way or another. I made a lot of improvisations, though because I didn't have some ingredients and equipment. Here they are:
  1. I ran out of brown sugar, so I just poured in 1 cup of white sugar instead of the 3/4 brown sugar and 1/4 white sugar recommended.
  2. I used imitation vanilla instead of real vanilla extract.
  3. Since I have no hand mixer or stand mixer (Oh Kitchen Aid, my dream!), I scoured the kitchen for a mixing device. I fretted that I'd have to use the egg beater to beat the cookie batter, but my salvation came in the form of an antiquated hand-cranked mixer. 
  4. Since we had no oven, I baked my cookies in our Turbo Roaster. I figured since it's an oven roaster, it'll work the same way. 
  5. I baked them cookies on a greased plate instead of the recommended baking tray lined with parchment paper.
  6. In lieu of chocolate chips, I chopped pieces off of a block of chocolate. The chocolate block was a cheaper alternative to a small package of chocolate chips.

Despite these major overhauls, I was able to make pretty darn delicious and chewy chocolate chip cookies.


Huge and chewy 

The first batch came in too big, palm-sized actually. I wanted to make big cookies so that each person gets one huge cookie instead of numerous small ones. 

When I pried the cookies off of the plate, I was somewhat dismayed that they had the consistency of cake. Nonetheless, I laid them out on the cooling rack. When I got back to them after a few minutes, the cookies have hardened to normal cookie consistency and I was pacified.  

I made a few more batches, trying different things: rolling them up like burritos(without the stuffing), folding them in half, baking a batch of normal-sized ones, etc. 



Folded up 

At the end of the day, I had fun and everyone said that they tasted good. Cate even woke up when she smelled the cookies. Only Jac refused; he consistently said no to all my offers of cookies. It's okay. I'll find something to bake for him.

Lesson learned: What I don't know now, I can always learn.