Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Bookworm Wednesday: East by Edith Pattou


 
Photo Copyright to Edith Pattou


"East"is a re-telling of the Norwegian folktale East of the Sun and West of the Moon, superbly written by Edith Pattou.

I have read East of the Sun and West of the Moon as a little girl and it has imprinted on me. It still is one my beloved fairy tales, especially as the protagonist was a girl who rescued her prince which is quite unlike the usual set-up. Since watching "Frozen", I have been on the lookout for such strong female protagonists.  When I came across a post on my Facebook newsfeed about female-led fairy tales, I commented that I want to see "East of the Sun and West of the Moon" onscreen. Another user replied that there is a book adapted from that tale and is entitled "East". And so the search for a free downloadable copy ensued. I found none, but a further search brought me to the Amazon Kindle Store, where a $7.99 copy is found. I weighed my options, and wham! I bought the book!

So, "East" is essentially the East of the Sun and West of the Moon tale. The large, starving family forced to allow their lovely daughter to go with a white bear in exchange of better fortunes; girl discovers that the bear was a prince cursed to walk his days as a bear and nights as a man; she goes after to rescue him from the clutches of a troll princess and rides on the back of winds to "East of the sun and West of the moon", blah, blah, blah. However, and this is a HUGE however, "East" is a very insightful and, as a fairy tale connoisseur, very satisfying read.

Edith Pattou's version is a tale of  family, love, and self-acceptance. She seamlessly melds myth and reality, with comparisons to Cupid & Psyche, Beauty & the Beast, and the Snow Queen. Each chapter is written from the points of view of different characters: Rose, the Bear, Rose's brother Neddy, father, mother, and the Troll Queen. Each narration is unique and gives the reader insight as to that character's thoughts, feelings, and motivations. It paints a picture of a loving father, a superstitious mother who is afraid to lose a daughter yet again, a protective older brother, a man struggling to overcome the appetites of a bear, and a spoiled, impulsive princess who will do and endure anything to get what she wants. Told this way, it challenges the readers to piece together the whole story.

Pattou imbued her story with magic and superstition, history and local flavor. Beliefs in birth-direction, haunted woods, Norse gods, Innuit spirits, and trolls. She fashioned the bear-prince after a real French prince of the Valois line who died in childhood. The author juxtaposed reality with fantasy in a credible way, assigning the unexplored parts of the North Pole as the bridge to the troll kingdom, Huldre. Instead of riding in the back of the East, West, South, and North winds as told in the original tale, Rose rode a carriage, a Viking ship, and an Innuit vessel to get to "East of the Sun and West of the Moon". In the place of the three old women who helped the protagonist along the way, we saw Sofi and Estelle, a mother-daughter duo who looked after the starving and sick Rose as she emerged from the haunted forest; Thor, the alcoholic captain of the old Viking ship that brought her to the North Pole; and Malmo, the Innuit shaman who was Rose's guide across the harsh Northern terrain. She traded their services not with golden apples as in the tale, but with gowns that she wove: gowns of silver, gold, and moon-shine. Rose was not one who took opportunities, she made them.

The characters are three-dimensional, complete with their quirks and flaws. Rose's mother, Eugenia, is as superstitious as they come. She believes in birth-direction, something she learned at her mother's knee. Eugenia named her children in the direction that they were born. She obsessed not to have a North-born child since a fortune-teller told her that she will lose that child to a cold and terrible death, "suffocating under ice and snow". Alas, she gave birth to her last child, the child to replace a daughter that died, prematurely and had no time to orientate herself to the right direction. She gave birth facing North, a true North (meaning not Northeast or Northwest). She hid this from everyone except her husband, telling them that she faced East and called her Ebba Rose. She tried to mold Rose into what an East child is: practical, quiet, and obedient. But Rose was a true North child and it showed. She walked at five months, nearly drowned multiple times before she was two, fell, shed blood, and EXPLORED. Rose's father was an exceptional map-maker who was forced to become a farmer due to dwindling fortunes. He struggled to keep his family afloat, until they could do no more. Take note that the family was not always poor and their wealth have been steadily declining until they were reduced to penury that winter that the bear took Rose away. In his heart, he could not reconcile the fact that he had to give one daughter away in exchange for the health of another and their general good fortune. His fatherly pride cause a rift between him and Rose and in his marriage. Neddy, Rose's older brother and protector, is selfless in his love yet is helpless to stop her from being true to her true North character. He watches as she stubbornly went with the white bear despite common sense and their father's objection. He put his life on hold, just to make sure that Rose knew where to find them should she come back.

It is also interesting to note that Rose and the bear had known each other for a long time. It/ He saved Rose from drowning when she was two, and have been observing her through the years. Rose on the other hand, was weirdly drawn to the bear. She fantasized that she would travel the world astride a snow white bear. So it was no surprise that when the bear came knocking, Rose was more than eager to go with him. Also, the struggle for the bear to hold on to the remnants of his human memories and feelings were very real. His chapters were told in sensory-centered poetry, incomplete trains of thought and HOPE.

Pattou's character development was excellent. Rose started as a willful child, mindless of the worry she causes as she is bent on exploring the world and reaching the limits of her human body. As she journeys on, we see how she tried, and eventually mastered, reining in her impulses and careless retorts as she endured back-breaking labor aboard a Viking ship and pushed on despite life-threatening winter storms in the North. In stark comparison is the Troll Queen, who despite one and half centuries of waiting for her prince, maintained her willful, impulsive ways. This failure to curb her passions and appetite eventually led to her (and her people's) fall. We can also observe realistic family dynamics: overprotective parents, how a rift affects a marriage, the love in a family. Even the Troll Queen has some redeeming characteristics. She may be greedy, impulsive, and full of wiles but she is in love. She waited a century and a half for the curse to lift, she accepted her punishment, and patiently groomed the prince to love her.

As a woman, I was happy to see the author challenge today's standards of beauty. Rose, who was described to be short, of compact built, and dark-haired was different from the rest of her blonde, blue-eyed and long-limbed siblings and parents. She aspired to be like them and was conscious of how different she looked. However, the very things that set her apart were what made her survive the icy cold of the North. Beauty is not merely for the eyes. There is beauty in utility and survival. What use is a long, lanky body and light-hued eyes if you are more likely to freeze to death and be rendered blind by the stark whiteness of snow? You tell me that.

There are also tidbits of insight that we can learn to curb our massive consumerist culture, and to appreciate hard work and the ordinariness of life. I will let you discover that yourselves.

"East" is an exceptional re-telling of the Norwegian East of the Sun and West of the Moon and it has exceeded my expectations. I am left feeling satisfied with some thoughts to mull over after.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Make-up review: Essence Eyebrow Powder


I ordered some make up items off of Priceline last week and I picked the package up this morning. Since my eyebrow pencil was on its last leg, I decided to try an eyebrow powder. As opposed to a harsh and drawn-on look that pencils usually provide, powders give a softer, more natural look. 

I chose Essence Eyebrow Stylist Set which, at AU $4.50, is one of the cheaper ones. According to one customer review, the powder is heavily pigmented. That was one of the selling points for me because who wants to buy a light eyebrow powder? 

Here is a picture of the actual product: 





It comes in two colors: a dark chocolate shade and a lighter, camel color. I think the lighter one is for blondes, or you can apply it just beneath the eyebrow as a highlighter. The dark shade is densely pigmented and I am very pleased that it looks very natural. It comes with a tiny brush, which although is compact, but does not make for good application. I think a longer and stiffer eyebrow brush will make application easier.



Before: sparse eyebrows


 After: Darker and seemingly thicker eyebrows

A side by side comparison: Left has  eyebrow powder, right does not

Verdict: Since this is my first time to try eyebrow powder, I must say that I am pleased. I do not have a very steady hand for eyebrow pens and pencils, which I am afraid will look obviously draw-on and will make me look older. The powder gives me an all-natural fuller brow. I am very pleased with how densely pigmented the powder is, which means that a little goes a long way. For someone on a shoe string budget, it means that I can wear it for a long time. :)

Next week, watch out for my review on L'Oreal Paris Nude Magique CC Cream.

Cheers!












Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Thrifting Finds

As someone who is unemployed and on a tight budget, I have to find sustainable ways to live. One of these are thru thrifting. Here in Australia though, thrifted things are relatively new and some are even unused (they have a crazy consumer culture!). I even find really beautiful and unique stuff, like vintage home accessories, jewelries, and shoes. Clothes even. I have discovered two really great thrifting shops: Vinnie's and Smith Family. They are both charity shops (see here and here), so I feel that the money I spent goes to good causes.

When I came to Australia, I decided to spend on a need-only basis (as in for fares and food when I'm really, really, really hungry and I don't have any on hand). However, as Spring came and the temperature began rising, I found that the sweaters and pants I brought were too warm. I decided it's time to shop for some summer clothes. And where else would I go but to my staple charity shops?

Here are the stuff I scored at Vinnie's:

 Boho sandals ($3)

 Nautical platform peep-toes ($6)

 Sheer yellow tee ($3)

 V-neck navy tee ($6)

 Tie-dyed and distressed denim cut-offs ($4)

 Denim shorts ($5)

 Black & white tunic ($8)

 Floral stretch summer dress ($6)

Bohemian summer frock ($8)

And they gave me a faux lei for free! I later found out that Australian ladies wear faux leis when they go to the beach, so the freebie will have it's day in the sun. 

Here are my acquisitions at Smith Family's: 

 Studded ombre cut-offs ($6)

 Striped nautical shorts ($7)

 Non-underwire bra ($2)--- comfiest bra ever!

 Pink tee with side-pocket ($4)

 Tank top ($8)

 faux turquoise ring ($1)
Lacy bra ($5.50)

All in all, I was thoroughly satisfied with my shopping. I may have spent a little more than $100 but I got a lot of stuff. I don't think I'll go shopping for clothes again for the summer. 

Monday, October 13, 2014

The Big 3-0

This year, I've missed some pretty big milestones. My sister's wedding. My daughter's second birthday. My son's first day of school. Today, I'm celebrating my 30th birthday in Australia, away from my family. I feel sad, but at the same time grateful for all the effort my family and friends here have put into making me feel special.

Last Saturday, I went on a picnic with my college friends in Coogee Beach. Probably because they've been in my situation before, they did not make me spend for anything except my train and bus fares. I spent the day with Jackie and her husband Alexis, and their daughter Lexie; Chloe Ann and her fiance Mico; Lenfree; Joaquin; and a couple of new friends, Keith and Chris. We grilled and talked and laughed and went "babe watching". I wore a swimsuit for the first time in more than 3 years.  I sunbathed for a good 20 minutes and read under the shade of a tree.

 Coogee Beach

 Australians sure know how to spend their weekends!
 Grilling our lunch
 My friends: (L-R) Mico, Lenfree, Alexis, Chloe Ann, Keith 

As we were preparing to leave, Jackie greeted me in advance and revealed that the picnic was actually an advance celebration for my birthday, since they would all be working on the day itself. I was so touched.... and speechless. I think I gushed and blubbed something, I forget.

We later went to Bondi Beach to get some Ben & Jerry's ice cream. Joaquin treated me to this:


It was soooo delicious and rich! Unfortunately, I seem to have developed an intolerance to dairy and proceeded to puke. It was so embarrassing. We were laughing and having a grand time one moment, and I was puking into Joauquin's cup the next. I felt so bad that I had to end the night that way.


The next day, I wanted to go to the mall to buy myself little somethings. I told my cousin that I'm going out, blah, blah, blah. Later, I decided to order online because the branch I'm going to doesn't have the CC cream I want and the makeup brush I wanted was of of stock. I decided that I wouldn't go to all the trouble of dressing up and paying for my train fare for a $4 eyebrow kit. Instead, I ordered everything online. When my cousin and her family got back, she surprised me with a powder compact from The Face Shop (a quality Korean cosmetics brand) and a big bar of Kitkat Cookies and Cream chocolate.

I did not expect anything at all! We had pizza for dinner to celebrate my birthday. :)

Today, on the day itself, I went to mass. I always like to start my day with prayer, it gives me clarity and purpose. I gave thanks to God for giving me this beautiful life. Earlier, I was awakened by a call from my parents and sister. In times like these, I am so grateful for their love and support. They told me they will have spaghetti and fried chicken with my kids later.

At 20, I was itching to be free of my family and get married to the love of my life. The possibilities were endless, career-wise. We had plans of emigrating to the US and get married there. Now, 10 years on, I am re-starting my nursing career. I am married almost 5 years, with two adorable children. My husband adores me and our marriage is strong. I have had the honor of raising my children and being there for them full-time for 2 years. I have mended bridges with my parents and siblings. I may not have as many friends as before, but the friends I have now are true. I consider those my successes.

Having been given this opportunity to start a life in Australia is something that I am very grateful to God for. My parents funded everything, with some pocket money from Jeno's aunt. My children are well-looked after. I have been given the chance to live as a single lady for the past 6 months: no worrying about my babies and husband, no stressing about budget, etc. This is the part that I skipped in my 20s that I have now been given.

I don't mind missing my husband's birthday or our 5th wedding anniversary, if only I get sponsored by an employer for a working visa. I'm sure it will be worth it. We will have more years (and money) to celebrate them.

My 20s have been turbulent. May my 30s be more focused, prosperous, and serene. :)

xoxo